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TiredI want camille to come over but her mom said no.
so im here at home. alone.
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still not over you.I thought I was finally over you... Then I saw the drawings you drew for me and all the pictures we took and I randomly started crying. I cried over loosing you, never saying what I wanted to when we were dating and then I cried even harder when I realized, you probably haven’t thought about me since we broke up.still not over you.
I want what I can't have, like usual, but I’ve never wanted someone back as much as you.
I want to talk to you about it, but you make me nervous still. I tried to be "just friends" with you but I don't think I can pretend much longer... I tried to be okay with your new crush whe
The differenceYour kisses were soft and full of love. His kisses are hard and forced.The difference
You knew what I liked. He doesnt have a clue.
You remembered important stuff. He can barely remember anything.
You almost never called me. He won't stop calling me.
You smelled wonderful. He smells like after-shave.
You never assumed something was wrong. He always assumes if I don't talk, there's something wrong.
You made me feel loved. He makes me feel used.
You made me gave me butterflies. He makes me feel nothing.
Missing Him...Wanting you when I know I can't have you. Thinking of you when I should be over you. Waiting for a call that's never going come. Dreaming of a kiss I'm never going to get. Wishing for one more drawing I'm never going to see. I keep wanting to tell you how I feel, but every time I see you, the butterflies in my stomach block out my thoughts.Missing Him...
I have to let go. I have to more on. But I'm scared if I do, I'll forget you. And I don't want to forget you because you changed me. You made me smile and laugh when I felt like crying. You made me more outgoing by not forcing me to t
One Last TimeI want him to hold me one last time. I want him to kiss me one last time. I want to lay my head against his chest one last time. I want to play with his hair one last time. I want to hear him tell me he loves me one last time. I want him to draw me something for me to hang on my wall one last time. I want tell him how I feel one last time.One Last Time
how are you?
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